You can't compel yourself to finish a thing which can't  inspire you to read it continue.

Maybe I need to make a change or use another way to face it.

To be honest, I can't read it for a long time. I found I read it just because I think it will be helpful if I can read it. While I can't feel the feeling with pleasure or enjoyment. I just feel a little boring so that I can't insist for a long time.

I can remember how fantastic about the Horry Potter.

And now I can't read it for a long time for a book. Maybe I need some time to adapt it.