It's been four-hundred days since I came to Hungary.✨ when I first came here I found I fell in love with this land, with the lovely Hungarians here, with Duna river and stars, with Hungarian 's charming eyes.happiness is a flash in the pan of the vast universe. not worth mentioning; as far as I can see every small warmth and happiness, are perfect scenery of our life trees, flowers, clouds and breeze.
At the beginning, I graduated from high school, just because Hungary is the world's famous reading country. My favorite things are reading and writing. Let me how can not think of is that such a simple decision would have had such a big impact on me. I am a quiet girl and I only thought I'm just good at study..but now I am happy every day. I am optimistic, I love to play Laughter, learned to join the party, all night,btw drinking...I am so excited for, 'The six years that I live here I can travel to so many places. 'Far away from my family to enjoy the 'single!' decide to do everything by myself.
某天，当我坐上这辆车，怎么也不会想到，就是这一个简单的举动，在之后的日子里竟会撼动了我的整座宇宙……
凌晨四点赶路，从车窗向外看，中国刚刚过了十五，月亮嵌在深蓝的夜空中，每当我看向它时，它都露出一排增光瓦亮的小白牙朝我欢快的笑着。月亮身后有四个不变位置的星星。它们围成菱形，像是一个开心到极致的小圆脸，牵着一个随风飘扬的大风筝。
天空渐渐过度成了清亮的蓝，那是我最喜欢的一种蓝色～连绵的山以及山上奇形怪状的树冠、树枝，高低不均的尖尖教堂屋顶，平平的住宅屋顶…如剪影画般从我眼前一页页翻过，有时候最前一层的树很高，便遮住了后面的全部，树枝间隙中透出淡淡的光亮，又蓝到黄到粉。只睡了三个小时的我头倚着窗框，眼皮忽扇忽扇不停，但却在被全部遮住时格外的期待下一幕将映入眼帘的是怎样的景象，于是强撑着眼皮，心里却丝毫没有想睡的意思。难道身体和心灵真的可以不对等的吗？
偶尔出现一整座城市，躺在初生的太阳下方，星星点点的灯火满是人间的味道。
起雾了，雾中透出的树冠在200度近视下像是漂浮于半空中的巨型石头阵。车灯投射到的一块是暖暖的黄色，四周围笼罩在灰蒙蒙的蓝色中。正前方路的尽头是太阳，活像一颗鲜橙--当然是被榨成汁以后洒在天空中晕染开来。
Traveling around the world is my dream . I wish to see as much beautiful scenery at a young age as I can, to enjoy the different seasons of each place. I'm looking forward to meeting the prince I love, taking a lot of romantic photos with him. When we are becoming old, we will sit together in the sun on the recliner with memories of the old time and seven children two dogs️
--我说：“ljx ，she's my best friend, she said that '你是照片里笑得最憨的～” Peti说：“No！”我说：“我也觉得你们都好好看！就我脸又胖长得又丑！”Peti说：“No！”“No！why！that's not ture！”抬头看到他又气又急的样子我忍不住笑了。心中生出一种说不出的感觉，我想，也许这是少男少女们所想象中的爱情吧。渴望被肯定被认同，一颗心被另一颗心坚定选择的那种感觉。
其实成熟的爱，是爱别人，饱含奉献与宽容。爱是一种能力，不是每个人天生就有。我们需要学习，培养爱的能力，当事情很糟糕、当他或是她让我们失望的时候，还能够爱，能够理解体谅。
爱不是和他在一起会有多风光、体面，可以炫耀。不是玩得有多投机，有多懂我。真的爱一个人是放心底，默默做，是只希望看到他在快乐的生活便足够了。当我们不以爱人为耻，也不以被爱为荣的时候，再去大力拥抱爱情吧。
从前的我总是不自信于“被喜欢”。等我慢慢长大，变得越来越有自信，我发现自己不再去追究，别人的喜欢是源于我的内在还是外在。彼此相遇，互相喜欢，是宇宙中很难得的一件事。真心，诚实的去面对，去爱，好好享受当下的每一分每一秒，至于未来，不必做太多想象。
火车上，当我看到他认真的一笔一划写着我的名字时…
当他对着星星月亮笑着说“you r so aranyos!" 的时候
当最后一支曲子结束他轻轻抱住我静置的两分钟里
当我沉浸于阳光，雨水，微风…转身总能撞到他的目光时
当一双明亮清澈的眼睛盯着我不放时
我只能看到他的单纯与认真。我便不再顾及那双眼睛是黑色还是蓝绿色。因为我知道颜色的后面，是一颗热乎乎砰砰跳的真心。
I don't know u r right or wrong,but I know Iam really happy to meet you.
Everyone is alone . In our life we will come across love,sexual intercourse, but I don't carundere that. what more important is I can meet the person who can understand me.
Sometimes I feel lonely. Every time I want to give up . my friends teachers always gave me encouragement which hold me up. Their kindness helped me pass through all the difficulties.
My university life is full of traveling, music, love, joy and everyday I can see ✌️handsome ✌boys!!!!(just in my opinion,every Hungarian boys are 'helyes '),..I think the time I spent in Hungary will be the most beautiful part of my memory.
蟹蟹读到最后的你们。《不定什么时候出3的随笔2 》
