TO a futuure letter
Life only once, what is our life in the end, but the present life is not meaningful, but full of endless damage, no little action, only endless pain, special terror! I am very sad is also very painful, such a day in the end when can be the end, good regret, life regret too much, but I in such an age inside regret has too much, in the end what has too much regret. Is the incompetence of life or the inability to create life, I am afraid! I feel terrible about my own existence! Terrible not knowing what to live for! Death is for the best! In addition to death, there is no event! But death is so far away from us! But he doesn't have the courage to look for death! Chinese mythology has black and white impermanence to survive! How I hope in a don't know what kind of night, black and white impermanence take me away from this I am not familiar with the world! Don't want to be in the world! The world offers us endless life. Life has also brought me endless torture! This torture can only be relieved once the eyes are closed and never opened! But already in the heart of death! Why do you dare not seek death?! Born timid, no moral incompetence, beyond reproach! At the end of my life, I will look back on my past! When I forget the past is the beginning of the pain of the next life ！！！
