They still haven't published my report about that kindergarten's interview and I am deeply hurt. Next Monday, I will ask F face to face why. This is another reason that I should resign, leave here forever and never return. It's unnecessary to waste my effort with someone who is not worthy.

The rain didn't stop until the night was coming yesterday. Still, we brought Stone to hospital to have him vaccined. Very few people came to the hospital because of the rain, so the process was fast. Thanks to the toy fire engine sponsored by ZHUA, Stone just cried within a minute. 

I drove to my parents' house when we came back from hospital, for Donkey would like to work at home the rest of the day. There was no room for we both working at home at the same time. Mom was frustrated by the net TV. She had topped up the Tencent video account for three months but the member exclusive movies were still unavailable for her. I helped her resolve it quickly. I can't conceive if they had no children alongside, what would it be like. 

We talked about my application for a while during lunch. My decision to resign made Mom recall her resignation from the Ministry of Foreign Trade when she was at my age. She regarded it as a total failure in retrospect and expressed her worries about me. I also had same anxieties before: If I could find a better job after I come back from abroad? My fortune is sure to be changed since I leave. I know perfectly well that I'll face many uncertainties, but I've determined. It's a pity to leave such a stable and well-known national sponsored newspaper. Yet, I'm sure it's worth it. I'll have a promising future, much brighter than hanging out with my pathetic colleagues here, waiting for retirement or even death. Despite her worries, Mom supports me altogether.

I completed studying admission requests for Columbia J-school yesterday. It's difficult for me to get admitted. But not only me, as the top 1 journalism school in the world, it'll also be hard to reach the offer for anyone else. I think my application will be competitive in some aspects, like my experience and my passion in journalism. I still believe in the power of journalism after so many years' suffer here.