Today，after having a short party with the colleges in the same group. I hung out with SS. We talked about the people we have met and the problem we are facing. Almost time, I listened to her.
Sometimes we have to admit that we are old enough to get married and have a baby. But we also find it too hard for us to start a good consistent relationship with a man. Firstly, when you want to set up a relationship, you have to evaluate the person which whether or not meet your target. But someone like her or me doesn’t have a specific target. We lose confidence for ourselves, we don’t have a clear aim to pursue. We are blind when we fall in love. She mentioned a boy she chat with for a long time but the boy can’t forget his ex-girlfriend. It hurt her . Everyone will attract by something shining, she was attracted by his charm, wisdom and intelligence…She is always told she should do what and not to do what. When she recommended this experience, I can’t help think about myself and the former things. Actually my boy (who once belonged to me) have the same character, he always want to persuade me to do the right thing, but I lose confidence step by step . Just like me for now, I regret for many things which I determined to once. Including broke up with him. I felt so lonely.
