I suddenly realized I have chosen a wrong way to deal with it. I can't change anyone's opinion while I can express my attitude that is I can understand why they are talking about that and I still have many time to work hard for myself.
That is my life not about others. They have right express their opinions and also I can choose one way that is really important for me just for me not about others.
I can pay more attention to improve myself rather than to immersed into the words which they are talking about.
I feel a little sad at that moment. When I look back no one can really understand me. Maybe I don't need to expect that. I should look ahead because I can choose and strive for myself. You know you can. So keep going and don't look back.
