I gradually found out the reason why I am not so happy . I always compare myself to others. From study to lifestyle money almost everything. those minds make me fell unhappy. the thing is mind your own business, everyone is selfish, do not try do be a perfect person,because you can't be , but you can be honest ,if you want anything,just get it .gg
if you don't like someone ,just say it ,don't hide into your heart , you know , expression is a great way to show your power, express your thought to others .
another thing is I really want to learn how to draw simple paintings, then I can use the pen and paper to record some interesting and meaningful things that happened to me , just like today ,it was the first time to swim in school swimming pool , there are so many people there. it's too hot outside, it's the perfect time to swim in summer. but I only can do one way swim like a frog.I want to learn the free swimming. It looks so cool.
That's for today , be a hardworking man , put your time on your loved things. If you are good enough ,you don't have to beg anything from others .