今天收到了一箱苹果，脆香中带着甜，糖心的。本来应该是很高兴的事情，怎知一不小心就乐极生悲。
切苹果的时候，非要左手拿苹果，右手拿刀，横着切星星。一用力，愣是把左手手掌横切了一刀。手瞬间疼得不要不要的，血一下一下的从刀口子涌出来，我慌忙拿纸巾擦，纸巾都用了好几张。
懊悔极了，赶紧找止血贴，用了四张止血贴，堪堪止住了血。
其实我拿刀的时候，心里已经在犯咯噔了。可是我为什么还坚持去切到手呢？
有时候，会发现生命中不时就会出现这种神奇的第六感。以及死不悔改，事后懊悔。想来倒有点无所谓兼赌徒心理。实在是有病得治。
话说最近真是遭难了，先是脚被开水烫到，接着又是手掌被切到。伐不开心。
最近总是啰啰嗦嗦的记一些小事。但是，我只想说：
我不需要那么用力的解释我并没有过得不开心？
我不需要那么用力的解释我并没有堕落不上进？
我不需要那么用力的解释我并没有妒忌恶毒埋怨？
我不需要那么用力的解释我并没有贫穷贫乏无知？
因为，生活是自己的，体悟是自己的，记录是自己的。我不想要只是活在人群中，我也不要只是活在他人的眼光中，我不要活在别人深深的绑在身上的人设和标签中，我不要只是活在一遍遍的教导和标准中，我不需要只是跟着舆论和营销的导向走。
生命是一件特别让人恐怖又特别神奇的事情。因为它特别的有想象空间。我知道什么时候开始，却不知道什么时候结束。我知道明天还是有24小时，但不能百分百确定会否再遇上那个递传单的阿姨。我不能确定是否一切都会如愿，但会选择给清单上每一项做完了打上勾，比如写上500字。
我承认今天有点不开心。但是，明天，又是新的一天。
Put your make up on
Get your nails done
Curl your hair
Run the extra mile
Keep it slim so they like you, do they like you?
Get your sexy on
Don't be shy, girl
Take it off
This is what you want, to belong, so they like you
Do you like you?
You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Yooou don't have to try
Oooh
Oooh
Get your shopping on, at the mall, extra credit card
You don't have to choose, buy it all, so they like you
Do they like you?
Wait a second,
Why, should you care, what they think of you
When you're all alone, by yourself, do you like you?
Do you like you?
You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing
You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to bend until you break
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
You don't have to try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Yooou don't have to try
Noooo
Oooh
You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Take your make up off
Put your head down
Take a breath
Look into the mirror, at yourself
Don't you like you?
Cause I like you
