都快忘就多久没有真真正正敲打锤炼出一些文字了
初中会写写日记理理心绪，高中完全变成了自我的鸡汤激励。想要的那么多，手里的那么少。
看着小时候爷爷给买的《中国少年儿童百科全书》，翻着初中觉得晦涩难懂高中却被堆在书柜角落，时间久了胶都泛黄失去粘性的书页，不禁感慨万千。
后悔的是没有早些开启自己的心智锻炼，学音乐，听复调调动起耳朵的听觉，学画画，涂抹出内心的色彩，不至于现在这般恨铁不成钢地看着连脑海直觉中形成的抽象画1/10还原度都不足的画遗憾怅惘。看到喜欢的场景总想把它们记录下来，脑海里总是会天马行空飞过很多画面，可终还是不知道怎么把他们留下来。
我的学习方式和别人不一样，我很早就发现了。就像Tim Ferriss一样，曾经的我也在自己yy的童话世界开心得风生水起，现实生活中却对一切不怎么熟悉的领域有种本能的抵触情绪。游泳学的不晚，小学二三年级的暑假，然而惭愧的却是一直也都还是抱着逃避心理，第二年暑假自学才把蛙泳学到摆脱了旱鸭子的层次。
the best result in life is often held back by false constructs and untested consumptions
small flicks, no kicking,and the only purpose of that is to rotate his hips so that he can get to the opposite side,
and the entry point is not reaching in front of it and catching the water,
rather, he's entering the water at 45 degree angle with his fore arm,
and propelling himself by streamlining, that's very important
it's often times not what you do but how you do that' s the determing factor
单词，语法，由简单句子解析时态
his body is poorly designed for most things
he got a female instructer first, to teach the female role, the follow, because he wanted to understand the sensitivities and abilities that the follow need to develop, so he wouldn't have a repeat of colleage
and then he took an inventory of the characteristics along with her, of the capabilities and elements of different dancers who had won championships. He interview them for they all taught there.
he compared two lists and found that there's some explicitly expertise they recommend, certain training method.. then there is implicit commonalities that none of them seemed to be practicing.
now the protectiionism of the ARgentine dancing teachers aside,he found that's interesting and decided to focus on three commonalities
long steps
different types of pivots 不同的轴转
variation in tempo 节奏的变化
these seemed to be the three area i'm going to exploit to compete, if he wanted to compete against people who had been practicing for 20~30 years.
fear is your friend, is your indicator,
take the analytical frameworks ,the capabilities you have, apply them to your old fears, apply them to very big dreams
