在我绝望无比，抑郁无比，感到实在没有办法的时候，我又看了一遍风雨哈佛路，最大的感受就是：不要老是纠结那些你没有的条件，想想你有的。

I could submit to everything that was happening and live a life of excuses… or I could push myself. I could push myself and make my life good.

I'd got to work as hard as i possiblly can ， and see what happens.