You'll feel so homesick that you want to die,and there's nothing you can do about it apart from endure it.But you will,and it won't kill you.And one day the sun will come out and you might not even note it straight away,it would be that faint.And then you will catch yourself thinking about something or someone who has no connection with the past,someone who's only yours.And you'll realize that this is where your life is.