最近很忙,有点累。 有很多重要的事情要做,有一个重要的考试要考,有一个重要的申请要准备,有一本书要交稿，有一些重要的计划要安排.....恰巧这个时候，又生病了，嗓子疼得厉害，...
发简信
IP属地：宁夏
出版与写作的关系并不隐秘，出版作为写作的某种成就集成，两者的结合，在现实和精神上起到相互促进的作用。写作是件畅快又痛苦的事情，有时因为思如泉涌，有时因为文字难产，当你付诸工作...
The following story is written in English so my mom, an active user here at Jianshu, wouldn't know this still hurts me.
The darkest time of my life (so far) happened 10 years ago, when my first baby died 11 days after he was born.
The entire pregnancy was quite uneventful until one day, I found myself bleeding heavily and had to be admitted to the hospital. My water had already broken two weeks before, but that being my first pregnancy, I thought it was just incontinence which was not uncommon at 6 1/2 months. Being born over 2 months early was never good news, as the survival rate was quite low. But optimistic as I was, I still believed that the baby would turn out okay if I prayed hard and stayed positive.
Since the baby was small, the birthing process was very smooth. Once he came out, he was immediately taken away from me to neonatal pediatricians and nurses for special care. I didn't even get to hear the baby cry.
The following 11 days were hope, distress, and fear all rolled into one. To make the story short, on 3/30/2008, my first baby died. It was the only time I saw my husband cry.
这篇文，很早之前就想写了的。 我到底要用怎样的口吻来讲述自己，很淡定抑或是很悲伤？ 01. 当我做出了的很多所谓的努力，都被现实打压得瞬间颓废，我默默的去了自己的朋友圈很认真...
